Yasuyuki Uesugi ( - )

Male Person - Japan noise artist from Japan

Recordings by (440)

  1. Ancient 6:49 (10 Nov 2019)
  2. Smoke 6:02 (10 Nov 2019)
  3. Black Mass 8:00 (10 Nov 2019)
  4. Abyss of Sea 8:38 (10 Nov 2019)
  5. Festival 6:40 (10 Nov 2019)
  6. Grave With Sorrow 6:42 (10 Nov 2019)
  7. Extinction 7:17 (10 Nov 2019)
  8. Past 7:39 (10 Nov 2019)
  9. Ignition 5:23 (06 Dec 2019)
  10. Paracrine 4:54 (06 Dec 2019)
  11. Sexual Dysfunction 5:57 (06 Dec 2019)
  12. Skull 5:08 (06 Dec 2019)
  13. Oxytocin 5:31 (06 Dec 2019)
  14. Stimulus 6:32 (06 Dec 2019)
  15. Medulla Oblongata 5:09 (21 Dec 2019)
  16. Lemniscus 6:10 (21 Dec 2019)
  17. Tegmentum 4:57 (21 Dec 2019)
  18. Ruthless ?:?? (22 Dec 2019)
  19. Manufacturing Process ?:?? (22 Dec 2019)
  20. Furnace ?:?? (22 Dec 2019)
  21. Wild Life 6:41 (28 Dec 2019)
  22. Firecracker 4:36 (07 Jan 2020)
  23. Deep in Abyss 5:25 (07 Jan 2020)
  24. Reptile 5:08 (07 Jan 2020)
  25. Asymmetric Design 4:51 (07 Jan 2020)
  26. Steam Engine 5:53 (07 Jan 2020)
  27. Spirit Perseverance Doesn’t Strengthen in Any Way 4:24 (24 Feb 2020)
  28. I Can Only See a Vast View From a Narrow Perspective 4:15 (24 Feb 2020)
  29. Flashback 4:39 (24 Feb 2020)
  30. My Life Has Abandoned Many Things 4:31 (24 Feb 2020)
  31. No Matter How Much I Fall, There Is No Bottom on the Ground 4:27 (24 Feb 2020)
  32. I Want to Change Myself but Am Afraid of Change 4:43 (24 Feb 2020)
  33. It Is Impossible to Achieve Perfection 4:15 (24 Feb 2020)
  34. I’m Neither Normal nor Abnormal 4:10 (24 Feb 2020)
  35. Disturbed Brain Waves ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  36. Everything That Flows Like Noise Is Swallowed Into My Unconscious ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  37. Noise Signals of the Spirit World Is Sent to the Whole Body ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  38. Excessive Information Can Be Both Pleasant and Unpleasant ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  39. Hippocampal Neurons Proliferate Even When High Dense ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  40. I Can't Reach My Deep Psyche ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  41. Psychological Stupor ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  42. Blood Nourishes the Spirit ?:?? (24 Feb 2020)
  43. You Can't Understand Me When I Don't Understand You 4:27 (01 Mar 2020)
  44. The Pain Needed to Die Is Horrible 4:17 (01 Mar 2020)
  45. Being Able to See Things From the Perspective of Others Will Enrich My Spiritual World 4:32 (01 Mar 2020)
  46. No Matter What Torture, My Underlying Idea Remains the Same 4:20 (01 Mar 2020)
  47. Kindness of Self-Satisfaction 4:41 (01 Mar 2020)
  48. I Want to Keep My Brain as a Tissue Specimen 4:14 (01 Mar 2020)
  49. Anxiety Loops and Grows 4:29 (01 Mar 2020)
  50. Noise Appears in the Field of Vision Due to Overreaction of Eiysight 4:31 (01 Mar 2020)
  51. I'm Exhausted by Vigilance That Can't Be Released 4:31 (02 Mar 2020)
  52. The Movement of Electrical Signals in Nerve Cells Is Similar to Noise 4:08 (02 Mar 2020)
  53. I Will Die Without Noticing the Talent I Was Born With 4:45 (02 Mar 2020)
  54. Invisible Communication of Others 4:35 (02 Mar 2020)
  55. The Thought Circuit That Can't Be Affirmed Is Completed 4:28 (02 Mar 2020)
  56. Scream From the Bottom of the Hell I Created 4:25 (02 Mar 2020)
  57. I Have to Cut Off the Inheritance of My Distorted Mental World 4:17 (02 Mar 2020)
  58. I Don't Know the Condition That Is Not Emotional Instability 4:22 (02 Mar 2020)
  59. A Cycle of Repeating Mistakes Is Formed 4:20 (03 Mar 2020)
  60. Aggression Seems to Protect Me, but It Actually Destroys Me 4:36 (03 Mar 2020)
  61. Black Smoke Covering My Mind Is Created by the Lack of Neural Circuits 4:09 (03 Mar 2020)
  62. My World Keeps Developing Slowly 4:20 (03 Mar 2020)
  63. Electric Signals Disturb the Path to Nothingness 4:34 (03 Mar 2020)
  64. Atypical Brain Waves Movement 4:17 (03 Mar 2020)
  65. My Brain Creates Negative Emotions and Hurt Itself 4:43 (03 Mar 2020)
  66. Concepts for Self-Defense 4:32 (03 Mar 2020)
  67. Nerve With Short Refractory Period 4:19 (08 Mar 2020)
  68. Unless Days of Staring at the Past 4:11 (08 Mar 2020)
  69. I Protect Myself With Repeated Excuses 4:39 (08 Mar 2020)
  70. Ritually Actions 4:13 (08 Mar 2020)
  71. I Don't Understand Overprotection Against Me 4:26 (08 Mar 2020)
  72. Lack of Self-Esteem in Childhood 4:24 (08 Mar 2020)
  73. Destiny Depends on the Surrounding Environment 4:20 (08 Mar 2020)
  74. Unhappy Perfectionist 4:16 (08 Mar 2020)
  75. Evolution Can Be Thought of as Degeneration 4:38 (10 Mar 2020)
  76. Mental Age Appears in Appearance 4:12 (10 Mar 2020)
  77. Trauma Creates My Life 4:16 (10 Mar 2020)
  78. There Is No Color in My Spiritual World 4:33 (10 Mar 2020)
  79. As Long as Jealousy Is in My Heart, I Can't Succeed Great Achievement 4:25 (10 Mar 2020)
  80. No Matter How I Refuse, Other People Intervene in My Spiritual World 4:39 (10 Mar 2020)
  81. No One Expects a Mentally Disabled Person 4:20 (14 Mar 2020)
  82. I Don't Want to Be Treated as Research Material 4:33 (14 Mar 2020)
  83. Pleasure Substances Are Released Into My Brain by Self-Harm 4:32 (14 Mar 2020)
  84. Chemicals Form Not Only the Body but Also the Spirit 4:14 (14 Mar 2020)
  85. Toxins That Upset My Brain Are Everywhere 4:08 (14 Mar 2020)
  86. Many Emotional Behaviors Make Things Worse 4:08 (14 Mar 2020)
  87. The Seeds of Despair Lie in Everyday Life 4:36 (14 Mar 2020)
  88. I Rely on Others to Commit Suicide 4:24 (14 Mar 2020)
  89. Impure Emotions Can't Look Away 4:37 (17 Mar 2020)
  90. Hallucinations Are Created by the Unconscious 4:36 (17 Mar 2020)
  91. My Mental State Changes Undulating and Isn't Stable 4:29 (17 Mar 2020)
  92. Infinite Aggression Is Prevented by Countless Concepts 4:42 (17 Mar 2020)
  93. Noisy Spiritual World Can Be Thought of as Nothingness or Miscellaneous 4:28 (17 Mar 2020)
  94. Psychological Changes Are Easily Caused by the Release of Large Amounts of Substance 4:40 (17 Mar 2020)
  95. Ideas I Want to Suppress Is Revived Many Times 4:26 (17 Mar 2020)
  96. Mental Activity Is Similar to a Computer With Unknown Contents 4:35 (17 Mar 2020)
  97. It Will Take More Time to Accept Myself 4:27 (19 Mar 2020)
  98. Nerve Exhaustion Causes Headache 4:38 (19 Mar 2020)
  99. Mass of Inferiority 4:20 (19 Mar 2020)
  100. My Spiritual World Is Just a Collection of Abnormal Nerve Cells 4:14 (19 Mar 2020)
  101. Electrical Stimulation Is Occurring Like Noise in My Brain 4:28 (19 Mar 2020)
  102. It Is Too Late for Adults to Notice Mental Retardation 4:26 (19 Mar 2020)
  103. Childhood Environment Creates Adult Spiritual World 4:26 (22 Mar 2020)
  104. Low Mental Age Human Refuses to Accept Various Life Events 4:30 (22 Mar 2020)
  105. My Spirit May Have Influenced the Surrounding Environment 4:33 (22 Mar 2020)
  106. I Take Typical Disability Behavior 4:21 (22 Mar 2020)
  107. My Spiritual World Looks Complicated, but Works According to Simple Principles 4:34 (22 Mar 2020)
  108. Impulsive Thinking Narrows My Field of View 4:32 (22 Mar 2020)
  109. Self-Harm Produces Pleasure Substances in the Brain 4:21 (22 Mar 2020)
  110. I Can't Fulfill My Primitive Desire Until I Die 4:25 (22 Mar 2020)
  111. Fear of Dying Is Inscribed in the Brain 4:32 (22 Mar 2020)
  112. My Spiritual World Is Based on Countless Incomprehensible Laws 4:38 (22 Mar 2020)
  113. Unsuitable Growth Isn't Considered Growth in Society 4:30 (22 Mar 2020)
  114. Stimulation of Pleasure Is Transmitted Between Nerve Cells 4:26 (22 Mar 2020)
  115. Brain Is Easily Manipulated by Electrical Stimulation 4:36 (22 Mar 2020)
  116. Mutations in Genes Cause Loss of My Brain Stability 4:29 (22 Mar 2020)
  117. I Feel Extra Fatigue Because My Nerves Work Too Much 4:11 (22 Mar 2020)
  118. Many Distorted Words 4:24 (22 Mar 2020)
  119. Mutations Existed Before I Have Consciousness 4:16 (22 Mar 2020)
  120. I Was Destined to Be Mental Illness at the Genetic Level 4:31 (22 Mar 2020)
  121. Every Adult Has Some Addiction 4:13 (22 Mar 2020)
  122. Actions to Meet Desires Grow Progressively 4:28 (22 Mar 2020)
  123. Memory of Pleasure Can Hurt My Body 4:18 (22 Mar 2020)
  124. I Created a Difficult Life Myself 4:17 (22 Mar 2020)
  125. Late Is Considered Inferior 4:27 (22 Mar 2020)
  126. Psychiatrists Don't Want to Examine My Brain Itself 4:15 (22 Mar 2020)
  127. I Have a Longing for the Environment Where I'm Not 4:23 (22 Mar 2020)
  128. Life Changes With Subtle Spikes in Chemicals 4:21 (22 Mar 2020)
  129. Others Can Reach Out, but Not Pull Up 4:11 (22 Mar 2020)
  130. Mistakes Accumulate Every Day 4:22 (22 Mar 2020)
  131. It Takes Courage to Live Positively 4:25 (22 Mar 2020)
  132. I Only Complain and Don't Try to Change Myself 4:23 (22 Mar 2020)
  133. I Hurt Myself to Satisfy My Brain 4:35 (30 Mar 2020)
  134. The Superiority of Ability Is Determined by Society 4:18 (30 Mar 2020)
  135. My Brain Is Doing Mental Torture on Its Own 4:22 (30 Mar 2020)
  136. All Life Was Determined by the Environment in Which I Was Born 4:29 (30 Mar 2020)
  137. No Chance of Success With My Thin Experience 4:24 (30 Mar 2020)
  138. Anyone Can Cross the Border Between Normal and Abnormal 4:30 (30 Mar 2020)
  139. I Struggle With Imbalance Between Thinking Ability and Language Ability 4:25 (30 Mar 2020)
  140. I'm Walking Towards Hell on My Own Will 4:26 (30 Mar 2020)
  141. I Can’t Understand Your Change of Emotion 4:26 (02 Apr 2020)
  142. Ambiguous Expressions Have Upset My Life 4:23 (02 Apr 2020)
  143. Brain Changes Dynamically With Mental State 4:39 (02 Apr 2020)
  144. I’m Afraid to See Myself Objectively 4:26 (02 Apr 2020)
  145. Medicines That Are Helping Me Now May Work Negatively in the Future 4:32 (02 Apr 2020)
  146. It Is More Convenient for My Brain to Be Full of Negative Thoughts 4:19 (02 Apr 2020)
  147. Too Old to Change 4:18 (02 Apr 2020)
  148. After Isolation From Society, I Can’t Return to the Original Place 4:29 (02 Apr 2020)
  149. Nerve Cells Work Like Mechanical Parts 4:27 (06 Apr 2020)
  150. Disabled People Are Good Experimental Materials 4:37 (06 Apr 2020)
  151. Useless Humans Like Me Are Pushed Down to the Bottom of Society 4:22 (06 Apr 2020)
  152. If a Cell Dies, the Abnormality Is Passed on to a New Cell 4:24 (06 Apr 2020)
  153. I Hate the Word Diversity 4:24 (06 Apr 2020)
  154. My Brain Is Lazy 4:30 (06 Apr 2020)
  155. I Can Live Better If I Throw Away Many Insistence 4:41 (06 Apr 2020)
  156. Joy and Sadness Stress Shortens My Brain Life 4:29 (06 Apr 2020)
  157. Chemical Overdose Can Alter Brain Commands 4:23 (10 Apr 2020)
  158. I Fail Trying to Beat Others Without Difficulty 4:28 (10 Apr 2020)
  159. I Often Notice After I Grow Up, but There Are Too Many Things I Can't Do 4:30 (10 Apr 2020)
  160. Severe Mood Swings 4:19 (10 Apr 2020)
  161. Materials Can't Solve My Worries 4:26 (10 Apr 2020)
  162. No Matter What I Achieve, I Will Not Be Satisfied 4:19 (15 Apr 2020)
  163. I Calm Down by Impulsive Behavior 4:26 (15 Apr 2020)
  164. Society Doesn't Recognize the Purpose of My Life 4:29 (15 Apr 2020)
  165. There Are Many People Who Are Superior Than Me 4:46 (15 Apr 2020)
  166. I Act According to Immediate Desire 4:35 (15 Apr 2020)
  167. Psychological Methods Don't Apply to Everyone 4:28 (15 Apr 2020)
  168. No One Tries to Understand Me 4:23 (15 Apr 2020)
  169. I Want Mental Stability, but It Never Happens 4:49 (15 Apr 2020)
  170. Self-Defense Works in My Brain So I Don't Get Depressed 4:18 (19 Apr 2020)
  171. I Can't Continue Without Confidence 4:16 (19 Apr 2020)
  172. Differences in Thinking Are Only Differences in the Phenotype of Genes 4:33 (19 Apr 2020)
  173. I Live With Two Feelings of Pleasant and Unpleasant 4:20 (19 Apr 2020)
  174. I Don't Have a Struggling Success Experience 4:30 (19 Apr 2020)
  175. The Presence of a Sensitive Sensation Makes Other Sensations Insensitive 4:29 (19 Apr 2020)
  176. If I Abandon What I Don't Want to Do, There Is Nothing Left 4:21 (19 Apr 2020)
  177. A Human With a Mature Spirit in Any Form Can't Challenge the Unknown 4:36 (19 Apr 2020)
  178. 精神疾患は社会の歯車を狂わす (Mental Illness Disrupts Social Gear) 4:21 (26 Apr 2020)
  179. 私はノイズのような情報を遮断し脳を落ち着かせたい (I Want to Block Information Like Noise and Calm My Brain) 4:18 (26 Apr 2020)
  180. 私の精神世界は負の方向に広がり続けている (My Spiritual World Continues to Spread in the Negative Direction) 4:42 (26 Apr 2020)
  181. 極端な選択は私の脳から情報を取り除く唯一の方法だ (Extreme Decision Is My Only Way to Remove Information From My Brain) 4:34 (26 Apr 2020)
  182. 不安定な状況は私の思考回路を過剰に働かせ、私の精神世界の秩序を乱す (Unstable Circumstances Overwork My Thinking Circuit, Disrupting My Spiritual World Order) 4:27 (26 Apr 2020)
  183. 才能が突然現れる日が来ることを信じることは愚かなことだ (It Is Foolish to Believe That the Day When Talent Suddenly Appears) 4:21 (26 Apr 2020)
  184. 私は騙されやすいことを認められない (I Can't Admit I'm Easy to Be Fooled) 4:21 (26 Apr 2020)
  185. 私の人生の選択の多くは多くの人にとって受け入れられるものではない (My Life Choices Are Unacceptable to Many People) 4:33 (26 Apr 2020)
  186. Careless Choices Upset Later Life 4:30 (28 Apr 2020)
  187. No One Knows When My Mental Condition Will Recover 4:28 (28 Apr 2020)
  188. I Don't Understand the Lie of My Heart 4:18 (28 Apr 2020)
  189. I Make a Lot of Small Mistakes Because I'm Not a Machine 4:27 (28 Apr 2020)
  190. My Childhood Experience Has Distorted Cognition 4:28 (28 Apr 2020)
  191. Nobody Evaluates Invisible Behavior 4:13 (28 Apr 2020)
  192. Ratings Are Unequal 4:18 (28 Apr 2020)
  193. I Will Not Grow Unless I Break the Rules of the Spiritual World 4:17 (28 Apr 2020)
  194. I'm Frightened by the Unknown Side Effects of Medicines 4:22 (29 Apr 2020)
  195. The Capacity of My Brain's Petrol Tank Is Extremely Low 4:20 (29 Apr 2020)
  196. Instructions for Various Ritual Behaviors Are Issued in My Brain 4:28 (29 Apr 2020)
  197. My Nerve Cells Can't Handle Excess Electrical Signals 4:25 (29 Apr 2020)
  198. Body Rejects New Drugs 4:26 (29 Apr 2020)
  199. Though My Body Is Unstable, My Brain Seeks Stability 4:18 (29 Apr 2020)
  200. Unclear Obstacles Exist in My Organs 4:31 (30 Apr 2020)
  201. Various Occurrence Mechanisms for the Same Mental Disorder 4:34 (30 Apr 2020)
  202. My Spiritual Exhaustion Has Hurt My Life 4:22 (30 Apr 2020)
  203. Losing a Dream Means Mental Death 4:23 (30 Apr 2020)
  204. I Don't Notice That the Surrounding Environment Is Changing 4:24 (30 Apr 2020)
  205. Brain Morphology Reflects Spiritual World 4:36 (30 Apr 2020)
  206. Anxiety Damages Not Only My Brain but My Entire Body 4:21 (30 Apr 2020)
  207. Medicines Aren't Working to Help Humans 4:25 (02 May 2020)
  208. Mental Illness May Express My Brain's Desire to Die 4:48 (02 May 2020)
  209. Uncontrollable Angry Emotions Suddenly Appear 4:18 (02 May 2020)
  210. I Can't Change the Past, but I Can't Change the Present Without Changing the Past 4:40 (02 May 2020)
  211. I Will Continue to Live as an Experimental Animal for Future Offspring 4:15 (02 May 2020)
  212. Those Who Can Think of the Future Have Plenty of Heart, and I Envy This 4:19 (02 May 2020)
  213. If Any of the Things Around Me Collapse, My Mental Health Is Compromised 4:21 (02 May 2020)
  214. In the Future Life, I Can Only Think About How to Protect My Spiritual World and Live 4:25 (02 May 2020)
  215. Not Only the Brain but Also Other Organs Have a Deep Relationship With the Spiritual World 4:16 (02 May 2020)
  216. Life Is Too Short to Recover Once the Goal Is Broken 4:26 (02 May 2020)
  217. I Don’t Want to Admit That My Current Life Is My Achievement Until Now 4:39 (02 May 2020)
  218. I Feel Like Someone Who Has a Grudge Against Me Is Manipulating My Spiritual World 4:29 (02 May 2020)
  219. Outrage Against Humanity 5:20 (08 May 2020)
  220. Armed Neutrality 5:28 (08 May 2020)
  221. Lapse Into Ruin 5:33 (08 May 2020)
  222. Banquet 4:56 (08 May 2020)
  223. Unrestrained 4:55 (08 May 2020)
  224. Terminal 6:08 (08 May 2020)
  225. Lacking Cells to Remember Happy Times 4:31 (08 May 2020)
  226. I Make People Around Me Negative 4:19 (08 May 2020)
  227. Coexistence With Tranquilizer 4:33 (08 May 2020)
  228. Many Impulsive Behaviors Lead to Failure 4:24 (08 May 2020)
  229. Life Dominated by Low-Dimensional Greed 4:35 (08 May 2020)
  230. Ordinary People Believe That Their Talent Is Sleeping on Themselves 4:24 (08 May 2020)
  231. Live by Believing That Immutability Will Last Indefinitely 4:14 (08 May 2020)
  232. Society Wants to Diagnose Invisible Obstacles 4:13 (08 May 2020)
  233. Living Honestly in Society Can Only Hurt 4:18 (16 May 2020)
  234. Scars of the Spirit Don't Disappear 4:38 (16 May 2020)
  235. Annoying Behavior to Satisfy My Need for Approval 4:17 (16 May 2020)
  236. False Tenderness to Own Spirit 4:29 (16 May 2020)
  237. Fear Is Born by Interacting With Humans 4:18 (16 May 2020)
  238. My Spirit Is Distorted by Egocentricity 4:14 (16 May 2020)
  239. I Don't Understand the Meaning of Moderate 4:24 (16 May 2020)
  240. Only Those Who Criticize Me Come Into My Sight 4:31 (16 May 2020)
  241. My Spirit Is Polluted by Relentless Commitment 4:14 (23 May 2020)
  242. I'm a Mutant for Normal Humans 4:12 (23 May 2020)
  243. Everything Is Controlled by Strange Rules and Cannot Be Violated 4:25 (23 May 2020)
  244. My Sexual Desire Comes From the Cellular Level 4:40 (23 May 2020)
  245. Excessive Response to My Brain Stimulation Isn't Understood by Others 4:18 (23 May 2020)
  246. Develops More Slowly Than Other Humans 4:35 (23 May 2020)
  247. I Go to Death, Believing That the Pessimistic Everyday Will End 4:29 (23 May 2020)
  248. My Spirit Is Strong Against Self-Harm and Weak Against Others 4:35 (23 May 2020)
  249. There Is No Human Relationship With No Interest 4:31 (23 May 2020)
  250. I Have Many Dilemmas About Human Relationships 4:18 (23 May 2020)
  251. People With Mental Illness Often Don't Understand Themselves 4:21 (23 May 2020)
  252. If the Environment Changes, the Psychological Self-Understanding Learned Up to That Point Is Often Wasted 4:27 (23 May 2020)
  253. I Still Don't Understand That Others Aren't Doing What I Want 4:18 (23 May 2020)
  254. People Are Imprinted With Their Ideal Life, but Few Can Achieve It 4:18 (23 May 2020)
  255. I Will Spend My Life Looking for a Way to Fit This Society 4:14 (23 May 2020)
  256. I Can't Understand You Just as You Can't Understand Me 4:23 (23 May 2020)
  257. I Can Only Think of Surviving Today, Not the Events of Tomorrow 4:26 (24 May 2020)
  258. After All, Successful People Often Don't Think About the Failure People 4:31 (24 May 2020)
  259. I Don't Know How My Spiritual World Can Rest 4:28 (24 May 2020)
  260. Doctors Aren't Interested in Illnesses Whose Cause Is Unknown 4:24 (24 May 2020)
  261. I Want to Succeed but I Don't Understand What Success Is 4:44 (24 May 2020)
  262. Changes in the Spiritual World Are Affected by Gene Mutations 4:37 (24 May 2020)
  263. The Mechanism of Mental Illness Isn't Elucidated While I'm Alive 4:28 (30 May 2020)
  264. The Only Thing Equal in This Society Is Time 4:14 (30 May 2020)
  265. Machines Are Better Than Any Perfectionist 4:19 (30 May 2020)
  266. Cognitive Filters Can't Be Removed 4:24 (30 May 2020)
  267. No Matter How Successful My Inferiority Doesn't Go Away 4:27 (30 May 2020)
  268. I Have Extra Troubles That Healthy People Don't Have 4:29 (30 May 2020)
  269. I Don't Know How to Get Rid of Exhaustion 4:28 (30 May 2020)
  270. Slow Emotional Development 4:20 (30 May 2020)
  271. If You Want to Help, You Should Try Hard and Become Disabled People 4:35 (20 Jun 2020)
  272. Sudden Anger Only Damages the Brain and Produces Nothing 4:29 (20 Jun 2020)
  273. Remember That Tranquilizers Aren't Always on My Side 4:41 (20 Jun 2020)
  274. Exploring the Spiritual World Isn't Always Good 4:19 (20 Jun 2020)
  275. I Don't Intentionally Try to Change Inconvenient Behavior 4:25 (20 Jun 2020)
  276. No Matter How Much I Can Understand Myself, It Doesn't Change the Person 4:46 (20 Jun 2020)
  277. I Get Confused When the Scenario Is Broken 4:32 (20 Jun 2020)
  278. When All the Effort Is Wasted, My Spirit Collapses 4:21 (20 Jun 2020)
  279. Extreme Brain Activity Is One of My Characteristics 4:25 (23 Jun 2020)
  280. Mental Development Is Often More Unequal Than Physical Development 4:30 (23 Jun 2020)
  281. Envy Is One of Energy Source 4:31 (23 Jun 2020)
  282. If I Abandon the Desire for Approval, I Can Live Comfortably 4:29 (23 Jun 2020)
  283. People Around Me Unknowingly Give Me Mental Violence 4:21 (23 Jun 2020)
  284. It Is Difficult to Change My Values I Get as a Child 4:19 (23 Jun 2020)
  285. Sometimes I Become an Unreasonable Animal That Unreasonable Follows Desires 4:33 (23 Jun 2020)
  286. I Don't Know If This Society Is Hell Until I Die 4:24 (23 Jun 2020)
  287. I Can't Change My Mental Activity, Whether I Realize It or Not 4:31 (25 Jun 2020)
  288. One Anxiety Brings Another New Anxiety 4:18 (25 Jun 2020)
  289. If I Could Change the Interpretation, I Would Have Already Done That 4:22 (25 Jun 2020)
  290. My Spiritual World Is Distorted Every Day by the Pain I Created 4:33 (25 Jun 2020)
  291. Every Day I Feel Frustrated and Sad in a World That Doesn't Fit My Expectations 4:36 (25 Jun 2020)
  292. Mental Unhealthy Will Never Be Cured 4:37 (25 Jun 2020)
  293. I Blame All the Issues on My Mental Disability, but the Reality Is Not 4:35 (25 Jun 2020)
  294. A Little Denial Looks Huge Existence to Me 4:37 (25 Jun 2020)
  295. In This Society, the Figure of the Failed Person Isn't Depicted 4:33 (26 Jun 2020)
  296. Non-Conforming People Have No Choice but to Live Alone 4:24 (26 Jun 2020)
  297. The Drug May Temporarily Normalize My Brain, but I Think Will Soon Return to Abnormalities 4:25 (26 Jun 2020)
  298. I Can't Grow Because I Have a Childlike Rebellion 4:29 (26 Jun 2020)
  299. The Method of My Efforts Is Always Wrong 4:18 (26 Jun 2020)
  300. There Are Psychiatrists to Prescribe Drugs That Repair the Mind, Which Is Easily Destroyed 4:20 (26 Jun 2020)
  301. I Don't Know Who Is Normal, Because I Feel There Are Too Many Crazy People 4:27 (26 Jun 2020)
  302. Human Beings Who Can't Adapt to the Society in Which They Are Born Are Considered as Mentally Disabled 4:46 (26 Jun 2020)
  303. Deep Beliefs Distort My Spirit 4:40 (03 Jul 2020)
  304. Society Is More Chaotic Than My Spiritual World 4:25 (03 Jul 2020)
  305. My Brain Is a Collection of Simple Thinking Circuits 4:28 (03 Jul 2020)
  306. I Want to Know How to Erase Past Events 4:19 (03 Jul 2020)
  307. Daily Information Like Noise Can Confuse Me 4:30 (03 Jul 2020)
  308. In the Future I May Be the Day to Be a Candidate for Brain Surgery 4:34 (03 Jul 2020)
  309. I Hate Unconventional Models 4:26 (03 Jul 2020)
  310. Greedy Personality 4:12 (03 Jul 2020)
  311. Cognitive Distortion 4:28 (04 Jul 2020)
  312. I Ruined Everything Without Noticing Countless Opportunities 4:31 (04 Jul 2020)
  313. There Is No World of Colors Other Than Black and White 4:20 (04 Jul 2020)
  314. Accumulation of Mental Fatigue by Receiving Hypersensitive Stimulus 4:35 (04 Jul 2020)
  315. Ritual Behaviors Is Performed to Maintain Mental Stability 4:05 (04 Jul 2020)
  316. Invisible Obstacles Are Hard to Understand 4:29 (04 Jul 2020)
  317. My Brain Is Addicted to Tranquilizers 4:33 (04 Jul 2020)
  318. I Realize I'm an a Bottomless Swamp 4:19 (04 Jul 2020)
  319. Abandoning Many Pride Will Make Life Easier 4:24 (10 Jul 2020)
  320. When the Human Loses Sight of the Destination, the World Becomes Pure White 4:20 (10 Jul 2020)
  321. There Is No Exact Same Psychological Symptom, Just as the Same Brain Doesn't Exist 4:36 (10 Jul 2020)
  322. I Have the Habit of Being Able to Focus My Eyes Only on the Bad Side 4:32 (10 Jul 2020)
  323. It Will Take Time to Build New Ideals and I Will Lose Most of My Life 4:22 (10 Jul 2020)
  324. Genes Control Mental State 4:34 (10 Jul 2020)
  325. My Life Is Dominated by Angry 4:27 (10 Jul 2020)
  326. I Hope the Day Will Come When All Mental Disorders Will Be Theoretically Understood 4:25 (10 Jul 2020)
  327. My Spiritual World Is Expanding Every Day, So No Matter How Much I Understand It, It Will Never Be Elucidated 4:36 (10 Jul 2020)
  328. Sleeping Pills Save Me From Painful Thoughts 4:45 (10 Jul 2020)
  329. Synapses Create an Individual Spiritual World 4:19 (11 Jul 2020)
  330. Drugs Have Some Effect on My Brain Even at the Right Dose 4:27 (11 Jul 2020)
  331. I Don't Understand That It Is Easier to Accept the Status Quo Than to Crawl and Struggle 4:20 (11 Jul 2020)
  332. I'm Being Tested on Tranquilizers 4:15 (11 Jul 2020)
  333. Society Strictly Regulates Our Actions 4:30 (11 Jul 2020)
  334. My Failures Always Stimulate the Brain 4:40 (11 Jul 2020)
  335. People Trapped in Social Mechanisms 4:31 (11 Jul 2020)
  336. Spirit Can't Be Trained 4:24 (11 Jul 2020)
  337. I Have an Extreme Thinking Circuit 4:24 (14 Jul 2020)
  338. Too Much Approval May Bother Others 4:24 (14 Jul 2020)
  339. Anxiety Appears Like Noise 4:37 (14 Jul 2020)
  340. The Strength of the Innate Spirit Doesn't Change 4:26 (14 Jul 2020)
  341. I Don't Understand Moderate Relationships 4:20 (14 Jul 2020)
  342. Insufficient Medicine to Stabilize My Mind 4:27 (14 Jul 2020)
  343. What Is the Right Behavior 4:13 (14 Jul 2020)
  344. Everything Disappears When Seeking Perfection 4:23 (14 Jul 2020)
  345. In This World, People Who Can Do Various Things Even If They Aren't Good Are Evaluated 4:22 (24 Jul 2020)
  346. My Destiny Doesn't Allow Rest 4:26 (24 Jul 2020)
  347. It Is Difficult to Change the Characteristic Behavior of Late Diagnosed Mental Illness 4:20 (25 Jul 2020)
  348. I Must Have a Lifestyle That Distorts My Spiritual World 4:26 (25 Jul 2020)
  349. Impulsive Behavior Often Places a Heavy Burden on the Brain 4:42 (25 Jul 2020)
  350. Machines Are Superior Than Psychiatric Patients Because They Have No Change in Mental Conditions 4:43 (25 Jul 2020)
  351. My Brain Can't Tell What Is Valuable Information and What Isn't 4:29 (25 Jul 2020)
  352. My Mental Illness Will Not Be Understood Even by People With the Same Illness 4:27 (25 Jul 2020)
  353. The Doctor Loses Interest If the Test Doesn't Find Any Abnormalities 4:33 (25 Jul 2020)
  354. Somewhere in My Brain Doesn't Recognize Myself as a Disabled Person 4:23 (25 Jul 2020)
  355. I Can't Find Any Other Option Because I Know Only The Ideal Way Of Life In This Society 4:37 (27 Jul 2020)
  356. It Is Difficult to Get Rid of My Negative Emotions That Have Taken Root Once 4:24 (12 Aug 2020)
  357. Urgency Causes Mental Exhaustion 4:29 (12 Aug 2020)
  358. No Known Effects of Psychotropic Drug Accumulation on the Body 4:40 (12 Aug 2020)
  359. I Had Done Something Worthy of Being Cursed by Others 4:09 (12 Aug 2020)
  360. My Contradictory Way of Life That Humans Aren't Good at but Rely on Others 4:20 (20 Aug 2020)
  361. I Only Know How to Suppress Irrational Desires 4:19 (20 Aug 2020)
  362. If I Can't Find a Suitable Social Environment for Me, I Have to Commit Suicide 4:18 (20 Aug 2020)
  363. Depending on the Person, the Speed of Recovery of the Brain Scar Called Memory Varies 4:24 (20 Aug 2020)
  364. This Society Hides the True Suffering of Mental Illness 4:26 (20 Aug 2020)
  365. My Spiritual World Isn't Keeping Up With Changes in the Environment 4:34 (20 Aug 2020)
  366. I Don't Understand How I'm Used in This Society 4:35 (30 Aug 2020)
  367. It Is Difficult to Twist the Thinking Circuit Poisoned by Society 4:28 (30 Aug 2020)
  368. Psychiatrists Are Happy With Medicine to Control Human Emotions 4:33 (30 Aug 2020)
  369. I Don't Know Where in My Brain My True Heart Is Hidden 4:35 (30 Aug 2020)
  370. In This World of Ambiguity, I'm Hard to Live 4:23 (30 Aug 2020)
  371. Nobody Appreciates a Half-Hearted Conscience 4:26 (30 Aug 2020)
  372. I'm Not Needed by Society Because I Don't Know What Is Needed in Society 4:23 (30 Aug 2020)
  373. My Brain Continues to Collect Because It Believes That Even Seemingly Unnecessary Information Can Be Used 4:29 (30 Aug 2020)
  374. Novel Ideas Are Thoughts Hidden in Invisible Parts 4:30 (31 Aug 2020)
  375. The Mind Is Just a Collection of Entangled Nerve Cells 4:36 (31 Aug 2020)
  376. I Know the Unstable State Is the Stable State 4:44 (31 Aug 2020)
  377. Bad Memories Accumulate in the Hidden Place 4:37 (31 Aug 2020)
  378. Vague Violence Is Happening in My Brain 4:29 (31 Aug 2020)
  379. Excellence Pleasure Is Brought About by Massive Secretions 4:16 (31 Aug 2020)
  380. Cells Engrave Incidents 4:33 (31 Aug 2020)
  381. Self-Harm Can't Be Stopped for Unknown Reasons 4:20 (31 Aug 2020)
  382. Lack of Long-Term Perspective 4:39 (06 Sep 2020)
  383. Researchers Want to Discover New Mental Illness 4:24 (06 Sep 2020)
  384. The Spiritual World Feels Chaotic Because I Don't Understand It 4:20 (06 Sep 2020)
  385. I Have a Number of Mental Illnesses Without Names 4:26 (06 Sep 2020)
  386. Instinct Behavior Hidden by Humans 4:42 (06 Sep 2020)
  387. My Cognitive Distortion Is Due to Abnormal Neurons 4:15 (06 Sep 2020)
  388. It Is Useless for Psychiatrists to Resist Society 4:23 (06 Sep 2020)
  389. My Body Is Following a Mental Anomaly 4:19 (06 Nov 2020)
  390. Psychotic Neurons Send Abnormal Signals Throughout the Body 4:40 (06 Nov 2020)
  391. Unknown Ability Hidden in Nerve Cells 4:33 (06 Nov 2020)
  392. There Is No Perfect Perfectionist 4:13 (06 Nov 2020)
  393. Mental Ilness Isn't Completely Cured 4:22 (06 Nov 2020)
  394. Receive Alienation From Society by Living Honestly With Desires 4:20 (06 Nov 2020)
  395. Events in the Spiritual World Are Transmitted to the Whole Body by Nerve Cells 4:14 (06 Nov 2020)
  396. Damaged Brain Is Difficult to Repair 4:27 (06 Nov 2020)
  397. People Who Can't Keep Up With Social Development Are Regarded as Abnormal 4:29 (06 Nov 2020)
  398. The Relationship Between Psychiatry and Society Is Deep-Seated 4:15 (06 Nov 2020)
  399. Torture 30:27 (08 Nov 2020)
  400. No Courage to Die 4:31 (11 Nov 2020)
  401. I Live to Be Recognized 4:20 (11 Nov 2020)
  402. My Mistakes Are Made Beyond Repair 4:20 (11 Nov 2020)
  403. Disadvantageous Thinking to Live 4:32 (11 Nov 2020)
  404. Minor Downsides Plague Me Greatly 4:09 (11 Nov 2020)
  405. I Can't Recognize Myself Exactly 4:13 (11 Nov 2020)
  406. Depending on the Brain, Life Will Be Easier or Harder to Live 4:36 (11 Nov 2020)
  407. Many My Difficulties Are Beliefs 4:16 (11 Nov 2020)
  408. I Have Ruined Most of My Life's Thinking With Tranquilzers 4:33 (04 Dec 2020)
  409. Negative Psychiatric Symptoms Are Shattering My Organs Little by Little 4:29 (04 Dec 2020)
  410. No Matter How Much I Strengthen My Spiritual World's Stronghold, It Will Be Destroyed Immediately 4:21 (04 Dec 2020)
  411. I'm Not Eligible to Leave Offspring Because Sexual Desire Was Eliminated by Tranquilizers 4:28 (04 Dec 2020)
  412. It May Be Happier to Break My Mind Once and Slowly Restore It 4:46 (04 Dec 2020)
  413. Not Asking Myself for the Cause of Failure Leads to Growth Inhibition 4:32 (04 Dec 2020)
  414. Neurons Are Regenerated, but Regenerated Neurouns Are Used to Form My Distorted Thoughts 4:29 (04 Dec 2020)
  415. Approval and Criticism Are Often Proportional, but I'm Not Convinced 4:31 (04 Dec 2020)
  416. Negative Memory Is Passed on to the Next Generation of Neurons 4:24 (14 Dec 2020)
  417. The Genes That Create My Spirit Exist in Cells Throughout My Body 4:14 (14 Dec 2020)
  418. I'm Hate by Other People Because I Deny Anyone Except Those Who Support Me 4:39 (14 Dec 2020)
  419. I Spend Much Time in Life Assembling a Collapsed Spirit 4:18 (14 Dec 2020)
  420. Almost No One Is Expecting Me 4:32 (14 Dec 2020)
  421. What Is Invisible Isn't Understood by Others 4:35 (14 Dec 2020)
  422. Excessive Tension Destroys Everything 4:21 (14 Dec 2020)
  423. Society Reckons Visible Things as Obstacles 4:27 (14 Dec 2020)
  424. Envy 30:17 (31 Dec 2020)
  425. No One Knows 4:35 (04 Jan 2021)
  426. Stabilizing the Brain 4:21 (04 Jan 2021)
  427. Without Tranquilizers 4:16 (04 Jan 2021)
  428. I Live Every Day 4:20 (04 Jan 2021)
  429. The Mental Flow of Time Is Different for Each Person 4:37 (26 Feb 2021)
  430. My Nerve Cells Determine the Perspective of Society 4:16 (26 Feb 2021)
  431. The Ability That My Brain Gave Up Doesn't Develop 4:19 (26 Feb 2021)
  432. Many Talents Are Crushed by the Environment 4:28 (26 Feb 2021)
  433. I Fail When I Try to Amplify Little Joy 4:15 (26 Feb 2021)
  434. Endless Desire 4:34 (26 Feb 2021)
  435. Even If I Accomplish Something, I Will Be Swallowed by the Next Desire 4:27 (26 Feb 2021)
  436. It Is Difficult to Keep Seeing What I Don't Want 4:19 (26 Feb 2021)
  437. [untitled] 21:52 (04 Mar 2021)
  438. Untitled 52:58 (08 Mar 2021)
  439. Forgotten Being 30:14 (22 Apr 2021)
  440. Forgotten Being (Earworm’s Being Forgotten edit) 30:26 (22 Apr 2021)