Love Songs for the Terminally Haunted (5 Years) To Be Gentle

Release: 04 Nov 2022 [Worldwide], Language: , Status: Official
Format: Digital Media, Tracks: 132, Length: 9:58:24, Barcode: [none]
Release type: Album - Compilation

Contents

Digital Media #1
1 That Which Is Safe 3:20
2 Tender Green 4:37
3 Understanding Healing 2:15
4 All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say 2:53
5 We Build Our Castles In the Air 4:12
6 Du Sang 6:37
7 Road To Himeji 3:00
8 But A Sound 1:31
9 An Amputation 4:22
10 The Hand That Rests On My Shoulder 4:52
11 One Day We Will No Longer Hurt 4:56
12 To Be Gentle 2:48
13 Flesh and Blood, Bone and Dream 4:19
14 If You Are Reading This 7:15
15 Insurmountable 3:33
16 7/14/19 4:41
17 The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me 10:00
18 Every Day 2:00
19 An Ardent Light 5:12
20 Ephemeral and Endless 5:17
21 Aftermath 4:03
22 You Have Left Us, But Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love 6:57
23 I Was Brought To the Water By Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light 2:46
24 If You Don't Like What You See When You Look In the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care 3:24
25 And I Conceded To the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body 2:50
26 I Love You and I Am Sorry 5:55
27 To Break the Thought Preemptively 7:09
28 My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes To You 3:26
29 Callow and Joyous / Repurposed 3:13
30 Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion 4:26
31 What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough To Stay 1:48
32 Static In My Head / Contributions To A Marred Mental Health 3:28
33 I Will Not Forgive You 5:38
34 Looming 4:59
35 Spiritual Pruning 5:12
36 As Long As I Am With You When It Ends 5:42
37 I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart 9:07
38 A Thousand Words 2:58
39 Anesthetize 3:34
40 I Think of You Every Day 3:20
41 Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head 2:34
42 The Letter "I" 12:05
43 For Claire 4:30
44 Hyperextension 2:32
45 The Depths of Our Trauma Is The Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion 7:12
46 We Will Eventually Let Go 20:10
47 Exhale 4:03
48 Splintered 3:30
49 Inseperable 2:17
50 Absence 4:00
51 Inner Child 8:31
52 a moment that passes through us 4:09
53 i want to go back to where the only things that mattered were you 4:52
54 swollen memories 5:40
55 433 4:33
56 desperately trying to be heard 4:54
57 the sky is pink and i am dying 6:36
58 broken chords / miasma 8:08
59 Attachment 4:40
60 I Am What I Always Was 3:45
61 Bellwether 3:28
62 Deterred Route 4:32
63 Gleaming and Gone 4:16
64 In the Middle of Everything 1:48
65 Greenhug 5:14
66 Lingering In My Dreams 2:15
67 Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man 5:12
68 I Am Unafraid 4:30
69 A Thousand Words 2:56
70 Radiator Tubes 0:38
71 Impulses 4:26
72 Miasma 5:32
73 Hell Is Real and It Rots In My Brain 7:18
74 Wounded 5:49
75 I Will Not Go 2:04
76 I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore 3:02
77 Cinders 0:56
78 Void of Joy 5:20
79 Paralyzed 1:44
80 Confronting Defeatism 2:53
81 I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself 4:10
82 First Movement 2:33
83 Second Movement 3:34
84 Third Movement 4:06
85 Fourth Movement 3:44
86 Fifth Movement 2:59
87 Sixth Movement 5:20
88 Seventh Movement 1:48
89 Eighth Movement 6:46
90 Callow and Joyous 1:50
91 Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here 3:32
92 Peace Be Still 3:05
93 I Miss You 9:23
94 Without You, I Am Nothing 4:57
95 Sometimes 1:24
96 Without 1:04
97 Citrus Trees 1:47
98 Matylda 2:32
99 You Sound Throughout Everything 0:59
100 Love Is The Only Way Out 0:35
101 Aching 0:23
102 Ineffable 2:38
103 All the Things I Was Too Scared To Say (Live) 2:51
104 Aftermath (Live) 2:38
105 I Am Unafraid (Live) 4:25
106 If You Are Reading This (Live) 7:15
107 One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (Live) 4:58
108 That Which Is Safe (Live) 2:57
109 The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (Live) 10:06
110 Trauma Generation Machines 5:22
111 Life Finds A Way 1:23
112 Depths 1:28
113 Webs 2:47
114 Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different 4:19
115 143 1:57
116 I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It 2:18
117 May Your Magic Comfort Me 7:58
118 Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance 6:38
119 the crevices in my head are filling with black water 3:00
120 i worship what will kill me 1:34
121 it always hurts and one day it will win 1:04
122 we are all connected and we all love you 1:08
123 greenhug 5:11
124 peace be still 3:03
125 the willow tree in our backyard 2:15
126 every time 2:40
127 i have seen you and i 1:16
128 the love i have to give will not die with me 2:10
129 How Bright You Shine 4:32
130 A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted 33:30
131 Song of Myself 6:56
132 Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (Live Bonus Track) 21:27